I had a wonderful birthday! Some ups and downs, as in all things in my life. I got to hug on the darling Carson-Burts! Oh man are they getting big! So beautiful every single one! A few missing faces though, I miss my old friends. Brian was decent for the most part, until he proved how much he and Kyle are alike. Pain equals anger with the Heath boys apparently. Which explains a lot.... I have to admit I have done some soul searching, with one all too true conclusion, pretending everything is fine doesn't make it so. Long time coming...........

Happy Birthday Shay!

Wow my baby girl that changed my life so dramatically is 10!!
I am so very proud of the beauty that shines from her very soul.
She is brilliant and kind yet daring and funny. I am so thankful she is
mine! My life is nothing without her smile. Watching her grow up is so exciting, and terrifying at the same time. I hope I can be all that she needs, because I so need her. I love my Shayln Makenzie. Happy Birthday kiddo love your crazy and embarrassing Mom!!!

Valentines Day!!

Happy V day to all my peeps!!!
Ha ha ha I am so white it's scary! So a great big thank you to my sis for the great dinner! It was so very nice of her to let me and my monkeys invade her home! You know I have heard people "hate on" Valentine's day for many obvious reasons... but all in all it's nice to let people know that they are an important part of your life. I love you all so much. Thank you to all that have shown me and my family so much love day in and day out. You are wind beneath my wings!!! Ha ha ha I told you I was white!!!
Long story just to say no matter how much this turns me into the "greeting card sell out", Happy Valentines Day I love YOU!!!!

Lyrics...

So many songs exist in my brain that when asked to write some down they all rush at once and get clogged so that I can't remember a single one. Funny how music is always there creating the soundtrack to our lives. Say the name of a band and you instantly think of all the memories made while listening to that band. What do you think of when I say; 311....Sublime..... Rush.....Depeche Mode......... Beatles .........The Cure.......NIN...........NEW KIDS ON THE BLOCK jk. You get the idea =). Sometimes I wonder what will be the next scene in my movie and what will be playing? I can't think of an entire song to speak of at the moment, but I do want to share one line that I hope will inspire you like it has me.

"I never had a dream in my life, because a dream is what you want to do and still haven't persued. I knew what I wanted, and did it till it was done." Lucy by Aesop Rock

So stop dreaming people and do.

Peace, Love , Laughter!